Journal entry 15/04/05

I slept last night so well, but thats probably cos Ive had such a busy week with training for my new job. My trial anniversary is approaching, my physical attack anniversary is approaching. My boyfriend has just been asked by an agency to apply for a job where 'it' happened. Its ok, and its a beautiful place to work compared to other cities, but it still freaks me out. I know he doesnt want to stay here for ever - we have had the house up for sale 4 times in two years. He will want to move to whereever he works. If he worked in 'that' place, it wouldnt be in the city, it would beway out which isnt so bad, but still, it impacts my options...where I would work etc. I dunno, its just a fear I have. Anywhere but there. I'm suffering PTSD right now and I would not cope living back there.

laura